time to stop wondering about what I thought about yesterday and the day before and go public with private thoughts and keep my public identity private.. for a while anyway.
I have written before and found that my thinking really has not changed much. I rediscover the same thing as if it was new every couple of years. Like an elementary school teacher, teaching the basics forever as if it were all for the first time. What does that say about my memory and the actual changes I am making in my life. I believe I am moving forward but in fact I am just moving on. Circumstances around me have changed but perhaps less because of my efforts and more because of chance. It was nice of me to take some of that credit.
Well we will see.. if my hunch is correct. I am re visiting the idea of moving and standing in the same place for my .....ties.. as opposed to my teens.
well.. crash bang bump and echo.. lights out for now
